At the beginning of this semester I was infatuated by the endless possibilities of Flash. How naive of me to think this love affair would last the whole semester. It turns out what I thought was the glimmer of hope I had been searching for would end up being the pebble in my shoe.
How can you love a pebble in your shoe? For me Flash is the annoying and sometimes infuriating pebble in my shoe. I thought to myself whoopee I have found a medium to display my artworks– I had no idea it was going to suck every but of creativity and passion out of me – causing me to contemplate self-harm. However I did tell myself over and over again it is only technology– kill the electricity and it is gone – so that is what I intend to do at the end of the semester. Who knows if I will ever turn it on again.
I guess my love hate relationship is the same sort of thing I have with the love of my life Mark. But he is definitely worse for my psyche than flash could ever be.
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